love via internet

This I have grown not to believe in. Although i do understand. So often people need an escape from what's happening in their physical life (IRL(in real life), thanks Kerry), having to walk to the store, dealing with friends who are back stabbers, or just looking in the mirror and feeling ugly, so we go the Internet, this world where you can create yourself. It was odd to me that someone could get here and fall in love(awwwwKwwaaarrrrrddd)The truth is, people are fake on the Internet they are a cleaned polished version of themselves. I am. I'm not gonna put shitty pictures of myself up on the Internet, but I have them. We create profiles and screen names to attract a person, to get someone curious. I fell into "love" (infatuation) via Internet and let me tell ya that is rough. I realized that at the time i was secretly unhappy with a portion of my life. OH, but here was this cute boy that i met once who was willing to talk to me, share with me. I was filling a hole with him and he was filling a hole with me. These holes were so different. And that's how it happens, its easy and there is nothing wrong with it, it's just not how I want things to happen for me. Thank god I snapped out of it and not just become another victim of (I feel a corny one coming on)Digital Love (oooohhh) Everyone deserves something tangible. I want to do it the old fashion way. Where I'm being chased or me chasing I want to leave notes not emails.

Myspace-Facebook-Gay.Com-and my most recent DList, I'm not gonna delete any of them but I'm taking them less serious as I grow.