the time here so far

a. Tonight i had to leave. It would have been darker if I stayed. We went to MiniBar, beautiful place and beautiful people to match. According to my mental records this place should be a fantastic place to be to me. NO. Joe went off to mingle and I did the same. I'm not sure what Joe found but I found snobbery, the worst kind. Blunt in your face snobbery. At least when I'm being snobby I have the common decency to turn my head then roll my eyes. I went to shake this guys hand he barely touched gave me a dirty look and turned away. Then his friend turns to me and goes, "sorry, he's a bitch" (no shit), I was so floored and annoyed. Then of course, because God likes to see me snap at people. This girl walks by and goes, "You look confused" and gives a nasty side eye. Whaaa???!!!!! So I lean into her soul and say with crazy in my eyes, "get out of my face". I look up and I notice everyone is giving everyone side eye sex eye or disgust eye. Then I realized to my horror and my buzz completely lost,  I really didn't want to be here. At the same time didn't want to remove from having a good time. So found him. and left. Taxi.Bus.Foot

b.then i realize i lost my wallet. no money was in it. the thing is. i really don't care that it's gone. Honestly...i didn't even think about it until a sec ago. I just hope Joe had fun...