I Gained A Clear Head

I've slowly gained a clear head with this boy. Now it feels normal. We haven't fought since the huge one. Instead it seems like we flirt more, it's weird. Its as if we both finally understand this situation and can make fun of it, or just relax and be normal. God knows I've been trying to just be myself around him and not be super guarded and afraid of falling back into that fog. I find himself wanting to hug him more.(not afraid of being my usual touchy and affectionate self) He needs that. I need that. We are oddly the same person. Our thought process, reactions and words are usual right on point. It's just odd. I'm ready to know who else is out there waiting for me to ruin there life