beat:songs from my past

DEC25DEC25JAN1,DEC27There's nothing like emotional white girls to help me figure out how I'm feeling about the boy of the moment. I've always liked the same person when I actually think about it. He's had it hard growing up, can't seem to see the light, and a cute smile. There I come to help them with an idea that I've sewn into my head since boy one. I've decided that I've never actually been in love I've been just feeding a desire to be needed. i fell in love with what i could do for them, Which poses a question, what am I looking for? Someone to help and fix me? Sometimes i think i just need a gerbil or something