a. i'm not depressed or unhappy, but i am in a limbo sort of mindset recently. things are coming so slowly and by things i mean the mail. if you don't already know i lost my sc drivers licence almost as soon as i got here (urgh) and sc can't just send me another so the fastest and cheapest way of handling this was to have my birth certificate mailed, so i can get an illinois id. my mom mailed it on monday of last week and it still isn't here. hopefully things are still in line with aa, so when it arrives i can start.
b. i feel most would freak under the pressure of being in a new city and having things move so leisurely, but it seeming to sink in. but it you read this, then you know me and how i cope (i deal) and it sucks.
c. i hate asking for help although i always seem to be telling my friends that they never need to hesitate to ask me for any type of assistance, whether it be monetary or if they need me to sit and listen to them bitch.(urgh)
d. pride can suck. i'm telling myself this is what new york is gonna be like. wait. why do i want to move there. oh yeah, im nuts
ghost
where we gonna sit at?
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